anything but ordinary...

Sunday, September 04, 2005

oRdinary wOrld of my owN!!!

Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue,
Thought I heard you talking softly.
I turned on the lights, the TV and the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you.

What is happening to it all?
Crazy some say-
Where is the life that I recognise?
Gone away.

But I won't cry for yesterday.
There's an ordinary world somehow I have to find.
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world
I will learn to survive.

Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say-
Pride will tear us both apart.
Well now pride's gone out the window, cross the rooftops, runaway.
Left me in the vacuum of my heart.

What is happening to me?
Crazy some say.
Where is my friend when I need you most?
Gone away.

Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed,
Feared today; forgot tomorrow.
Here beside the news of holy war and holy need,
Ours is just a little sorrowed talk-
Blown away.

Just blowing away

Any world is my world
Every world is my world ....

++some people say copying and pasting songs' lyrics showing the lack of idea of the author to write, but am in da mood of struggling with my dissertation *sigh* ++

Posted at 06:55 pm by mr. don's girL
Comment (1) ++just shoot me++

Saturday, September 03, 2005

rEmemBer mE thiS wAy...

am in da mood of copying and posting a song lyric *wink* actually, dun even know the rhythm of tis song. accidently found it on da internet and thought it is a nice lyric - remember me tis way by jOrdaN hiLL. who's tht??? doesnt matter, lol.... oh, ya. i called shazuin today tho am running out of free minutes. hadey, masaklaa bill tepon every month reach almost 60-70 pounds. bole beli tepon baru dah, hihii...wuarghhh, money flew out like a waterfall *sigh*

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Every now and then we find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall

You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind

If you're losing your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there

For ever more a part of me you're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind

If you're losing your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't never leave as long as you believe
You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind

And if you're losing your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way...

p/s: wud u??? life is alwiz unpredictable n uncertain!!! am wondering sumtimes how wud it be if we know the future. wud it be easy and more interesting. guess its not for people who enjoy challenges!!!

Posted at 10:15 pm by mr. don's girL
++shut up++ ++just shoot me++

i have courage and character!!!

people with courage and character alwiz seems sinister to the rest, well i guess i have courage and character, heheee..... wht do u guys think???!!! am i a mean girL??? u tell me coz i dunno. i cant judge myself...

my current life seems like a nightmare to me now. my notebook got problem, the windows could not be loaded and i couldnt work on my dissertation in my room. with financial problem *erk..do i really have financial problem now* yes, i will face financial prob if i keep spending money like hell. have to vacate the room tis sat and going to rent a room with leila at ruislip manor, west london. what else, my dissertation...gosh!!! it drives me crazy. i dunno what to do! education ruined my life!!! bare in mind, next time do a thing that you definitely know how to do, not sumthing that you think you can do if you work hard. akakakkkaaaa.... am damned!!!

++until the day of his death, no man can be sure of his own courage++

Posted at 04:15 pm by mr. don's girL
++shut up++ ++just shoot me++

Friday, September 02, 2005

Tears in da rain story.....

Boy and gal were deeply in love.. They were the perfect couple in all their friends' eyes. They went out together like all couples do and enjoy each other company and love. However there is one thing, boy don't understand. Everytime when it rains, gal would love to go out in the rain alone and seems like enjoying herself. Boy always wanted to join the gal in the rain,but gal stopped him and said that she was afraid he would get sick. Boy didn't mind so much, thinking that as long as she is happy, he will be happy as well.

Good things never last, their love lasted for one year and boy met another gal. The love for this other gal is so much stronger and boy finally initated the breakup. Gal know that she has to let him go because boy is like a wild horse, he
enjoy the freedom of running in the grassland wildly. On the last day of their relationship, boy sent gal home. Boy give his last goodnight kiss on to gal and said that he was sorry for everything.

Before they parted, boy ask gal one question, "How come you always like to
go out in the rain alone, without me accompany you?" Gal give a feint smile and say

"Because I don't want to let you see me crying in the rain . . ."

Posted at 06:52 pm by mr. don's girL
++shut up++ ++just shoot me++

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

i was weak...

and 20% weird, hihiiii... not enuf to scare others huh??? hmmm..... better take another quiz thn!!! ahhh...one more thing. i accidently hopping to tis hillarious site, which totally amusing with terrible grammar mistakes:

Internet Propaganda against Malaysia Truly Asia

You Are 20% Weird

Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.

How Weird Are You?

Posted at 06:31 pm by mr. don's girL
++shut up++ ++just shoot me++

**da guy who loves me**

The guy who loves you, if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy, for not to have
any time to remember you, because he knew,
if he did, he will keep on missing you until he
could do nothing.

The guy who loves you, can't tell you the reason
why he loves you. he only knows that, in his eyes,
you are the only one.

The guy who loves you, seldom praises
you, but in his heart, you are the best, only he knows it.

The guy who love yous, will scold or complain if
you don't reply his messages but others,
because he cares.

The guy who loves you, Only drops his tears infront of u,
when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart,
the heart which beats for you.

The guy who loves you, will remember every word
u said, even its accidentally and he will use the
words always in the nick of time.

The guy who loves you, will not give any promises
that easily, because they don't want to break the
promise, they want you to believe him and they
want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you, always tells you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you, he wants to give u the best life in future,
he wants to give you a suprise, believe that he can do it.

The guy who loves you, will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch of roses and call you
darling like what you expect but he will carry your
lugage and ask you " why are you becoming that
thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

The boy who loves you, will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finish, he will say,
you still got class tomorrow, sleep early with smile.

The boy who loves you, doesn't know whether he
should call you when you are angry, but he will
send a message to you after a few hours, if you
ask him why he calls that late, he will say, when
you are angry, my explanations are all rubbish.
But when you calm down, my explanation will really work.

The boy who loves you, always calls you little kid,
but everytime he wants to make a big decision, he
will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you,
doesn't like little toys like teddy bears,
but he will always put the bear you give him at his bed.

The guy who loves you, while quarelling,
he will apologize uncontrollably,
although you are the one who's wrong, and later,
he will sent a message to you with
" baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself "

The guy who loves you, while really missing you,
he will want to buy a bunch of roses and
wait stupidly under your apartment but he never knows,
what he bought are daisies, but doesn't matter,
because in his heart, that's roses.

++mannn...i tell u wht!!! tis is bullshit!!! there will be no such guy, never!!! ++

Posted at 03:30 am by mr. don's girL
++shut up++ ++just shoot me++

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

motivate urself with???

daddy club

am bored + lazy + lack of ideas + cant wait to go home!!! hadey, tgk title ni lagila malas...xtau apa nk tulis. actually byk, tp malas! coz when am about to start writing, my mind keep telling me, stop jijaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....u have an apointment tis wed with Tillal and u dun have enuf time to finish ur dissertation **wuarghhhhh** malasnye, camne aku nk simulatekan benda2 finance nih. td rasa mcm idea byk, tp tula...sume dlm kepala jer, whn it comes to write on papers, mulala otak ku fikir mcm ---> eh, x logiklaa camni. apa dia nyer entity lak. wht will come to the system as work items??? hadey...soalan2 begini lama2 mematikan idea terus and finally empty paper hanye tinggal empty, xpn few words yg org x paham nk baca, haaaahaaaa....

recently baca effa n videl nyer blogs. mcm best lak baca citer2 they all nih. si videl with her spontaneous or maybe can be describe as spastic's ideas (eh, btlkah eja nih) mengahwinkan patung2 nyer (hihihiii..sungguh lawak n comel :D) while effa talked about afdlin shauki's blog. rasa cam menarik gak baca blog mamat tu tho am not a big fan of him. tp suka coz dlm tu afdlin ada ckp psl hans punye surprise b'day party. well, now am wondering do i share the same starsign with Hans Isaac, the most gorgeous man in malaysia, heheheeee....sesapa yg x suke hans tu, sorilaa ek. gue mmg minat dia dr awal2 lagi he involved in this industry *grinning* apa lg nk buat eh.... guess i better get back to work. ta leme!!! pigene sto kalo ;))

Posted at 12:04 am by mr. don's girL
++shut up++ ++just shoot me++

Sunday, July 31, 2005

pathetic

what a pathetic girL!!! changed da dissertation topic with a hope that new topic wud be more interesting and cud be done in a short period. unfortunately, its so hard to find related article or people tht in da same line...

Posted at 12:20 pm by mr. don's girL
++shut up++ ++just shoot me++

Saturday, July 30, 2005

*u know am gonna be like u*

My child arrived just the other day
Came to the world in the usual way
But there were planes to catch and bills to pay
He learned to walk while I was away
He was talkin' 'fore I knew it
And as he grew he said,
'I'm gonna be like you, dad,
You know I'm gonna be like you.

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
'when you comin' home? '
'son, I don't know when. we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then.

Well, my son turned ten just the other day.
He said, 'thanks for the ball, dad. come on, let's play.
Could you teach me to throw?
I said, 'not today. I got a lot to do.
He said, 'that's okay.' and he walked away and he smiled and he said,
'you know, I'm gonna be like him, yeah.
You know I'm gonna be like him.

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
'when you comin' home? '
'son, I don't know when. we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then.

Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
'I'm proud of you. could you sit for a while?
He shook his head and he said with a smile,
'what I'd really like, dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. can I have them please ?

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
'when you comin' home? '
'son, I don't know when. we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then.

I've long since retired, my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
'I'd like to see you, if you don't mind.
He said, 'I'd love to, dad, if I could find the time.
You see my new job's a hassle and the kids have the flu,
But it's sure nice talkin' to you, dad.
It's been sure nice talkin' to you.
And as I hung up the phone it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
'when you comin' home? '
'son, I don't know when. we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then.

Posted at 12:20 pm by mr. don's girL
++shut up++ ++just shoot me++

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