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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
I fought in a war and I left my friends behind me
To go looking for the enemy, and it wasn’t very long
Before I would stand with another boy in front of me
And a corpse that just fell into me, with the bullets flying round
And I reminded myself of the words you said when we were getting on
And I bet you’re making shells back home for a steady boy to wear
Round his neck, well it won’t hurt to think of you as if you’re waiting for
This letter to arrive because I’ll be here quite a while
I fought in a war and I left my friends behind me
To go looking for the enemy, and it wasn’t very long
Before I found out that the sickness there ahead of me
Went beyond the bedsit infamy of the decade gone before
And I reminded myself of the words you said when we were getting on
And I bet you’re making shells back home for a steady man to wear
Round his neck, well it won’t hurt to think of you as if you’re waiting for
This letter to arrive because I’ll be here quite a while
I fought in a war, and I didn’t know where it would end
It stretched before me infinitely, I couldn’t really think
Of the day beyond now, keep your head down pal
There’s trouble plenty in this hour, this day
I can see hope I can see light
And I reminded myself of the looks you gave when we were getting on
And I bet you’re making shells back home for a steady man to wear
Round his neck, well it won’t hurt to think of you as if you’re waiting for
This letter to arrive because I’ll be here quite a while
|mood| : its heavy rain outside with thunder n lightning since i first came here, so im in gud mood. enjoy my evening tho its still clear outside. i mean it gloomy
|currently working on| : nothing!!! i made myself a cup of peach tea and suddenly my greek friend in barking buzzed me with sum malay words. gosh, i cant believe wht i saw, he's wearing baju melayu, akakkakakaaa... looks gorgeous lol! but he still a kid :P
|songs play at the moment| : psychedelic + damien rice
Posted at 08:42 pm by mr. don's girL
++just shoot me++
Friday, June 03, 2005
The journey home is never too long
Your heart arrives before the train
The journey home is never too long
Some yesterdays always remain
I'm going back to where my heart was light
When my pillow was a ship, I sailed through the night
The journey home is never too long
When open arms are waiting there
The journey home is never too long
There's room to love and room to spare
I want to feel the way that I did then
And think my wishes through before I wish again
Not every boat you come across is one you have to take
Now sometimes standing still can be the best move you ever make
The journey home is never too long
Home hopes to heal the deepest pain
The journey home is never too
longYour heart arrives before the train
Posted at 11:48 pm by mr. don's girL
++just shoot me++
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Dalam benakku lama tertanam
Sejuta bayangan dirimu
Redup terasa cahaya hati
Mengingat apa yang telah engkau berikan
Waktu berjalan lambat mengiring
Dalam titian takdir hidupku
Cukup sudah aku tertahan
Dalam persimpangan masa silamku
Coba tuk melawan getir yang terus kukecap
Meresap ke dalam relung sukmaku
Coba tuk singkirkan aroma nafas tubuhmu
Mengalir mengisi laju darahku
Reff
Semua tak sama .. tak pernah sama
Apa yang kusentuh apa yang kukecup
Sehangat pelukmu .. selembut belaimu
Tak ada satupun yang mampu menjadi sepertimu
Apalah arti hidupku ini memapahku dalam ketiadaan
Segalanya luruh lemah tak bertumpu
Hanya bersandar pada dirimu
Ku tak bisa, sungguh tak bisa
Mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya
Sampai kapan kau terus bertahan
Sampai kapan kau tetap tenggelam
Sampai kapan kau mesti terlepas
Buka mata dan hatimu relakan semua ..
Posted at 10:14 pm by mr. don's girL
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
tetiba tersuka kt fazley, he looks cute tho with his new hairstyle ;))
Posted at 12:24 am by mr. don's girL
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Friday, April 08, 2005
my frends (misha n fareeza) from edinburgh uni, scotland just left yesterday. hope they had a wonderful time while in london. im not a gud host maybe, but i tried my best. things not ran as planned s ive broken many people hearts i guess. arghhh...exam is around the corner n still got two assignments to be finished off. whn will i have time to sit down n study. not thinking bout other problems. im really scared, i am! tried to work on cormac's assignment (Constraint Logic Programming) whn suddenly i got headache n have forgotten wht time im off to bed. woke up at 7 n straightly took my shower. continue working on cormac's n cant stand with the flu n headache. fell asleep again till i heard the phone ringing. its frm funda. ya ALLAH, i really need strength n forgiven frm u to live in tis life. plsss show me the direction.
Posted at 07:30 pm by mr. don's girL
++just shoot me++
Monday, April 04, 2005
Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you
Where are you going to? Do you know...?
Do you get what you're hoping for
When you look behind you, there's no open door
What are you hoping for? Do you know...?
Once we were standing still in time
Chasing the fantasies that filled our minds
You knew how I loved you but my spirit was free
Laughin' at the questions that you once asked of me
Now looking back at all we've planned
We let so many dreams just slip through our hands
Why must we wait so long before we'll see
How sad the answers to those questions can be
song at the moment: | theme from mahogany|
mood at the moment: | dunno wht am doing....my life is fucking up!!!|
things to do next: | clean up my room|
to all.... im really2 sori for wht ive done. i dunno wht am doing..... plss forgive meee.... wht have i done to myself...to my life.... im really sori for hurting sum of u... im sori..tis is my confessions....
Posted at 04:23 pm by mr. don's girL
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
What does ur nAme mean???
| KHADIJAH |
| K |
is for |
Keen |
| H |
is for |
Hip |
| A |
is for |
Alert |
| D |
is for |
Distinguished |
| I |
is for |
Intense |
| J |
is for |
Joyous |
| A |
is for |
Amazing |
| H |
is for |
Humorous |
Posted at 10:20 pm by mr. don's girL
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Sumone with no name made a comment in my previous entry asked me to watch out my languagee! wuarghhhhhh........who could it be??? taposhri??? uhmmm.... cant be coz she sweared a lot lately, ahhaahahahaha...... don???|whistling face|....there's a possibility coz he's the only man on earth tht does care bout me :D ok2...sorieeee.... i dun mean to swear before but i just got mad!!! :( sorieee...i really mean it *winkie*
Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened
And you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours
Till I'm sure what I want
But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way
Please keep your hands down
And stop raising your voice
It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
So just say yes or no
Why can't you shoulder the blame
Coz both my shoulders are heavy
From the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said...
Oh, my God
Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
Oh baby let me explain something
It's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking the and not a lot else
It seems I've stepped over lines
You've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride
| mood at the moment | : boredddddd......
| song currently plays | : everybody hurtsssssss.....
| wht to do next | : work on my report again....|slow progress|
Posted at 04:53 pm by mr. don's girL
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Monday, March 14, 2005
she made me goes crazyyyy.....
my patience nearly being tested tis afternoon with the attitude of our teaching assistant. fanculo her ass!!! i called her during the lab session so many times and she just ignored me! my god, that greek troia made me nearly wanna shout at her! my question is very simple, how am gonna test my training network with the test data! thats it and she just said, i really have to go. its 3 o'clock....dr.wanggggg, helpppp meeee..... fuck off!!! wuarghhhh..... i felt so frustrated with the lab today! if only i knew tht i will waste my time being in the lab today, might as well i made an appointment with dr. wang or tht fanculo greek TA!!! menciiiiii.....
thank god after cormac's class i got a chance to talk to angeliki. we walked back together after bought a coffee at brunel's new coffee shop n discussed about the AI proj. uhmm... she seems fine with her matlab progress n definitely she knows wht she's doing! i asked her about the testing data in neural network. gud...
well, i shall start writing a report on my AI proj that is car evaluation through feed-forward back-propagation neural network!
| mood at the moment | : tried to be calmed.... | song plays at the moment | : loosing my religion by REM (cant be, ahhaahhaaaa.....i think i thought i sawwww u try)...
| wht to do next | : work on my report daaaa....caiyo2!!!
Posted at 07:07 pm by mr. don's girL
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"Life is about being able to smile"
  bout me??? chEck tis oUt....
@> typical Leo girl who believes in faith 
@> Dreamz alot.....
@> an angelic girl yet a devilish brat at times (do i look innocent indeed??)
@> :^O At times i care too much about wut others say. It sux though cuz nobody's perfect right?
@> but now, i dun really care what others have to say bout me
@> iN life, i just wanna be me... and cosy
@> Can be notty, chicky, irritating...
@> an active person..polite... lazy and talkative..
@> used to do something stupid and wacko...(hate myself for tis)
@> but at the end, i found that im just an ordinary person like others....hectic, daydreamer,dreamcatcher and a girl with a full of hopes and big dreams:) ...
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish ,take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk, take a chance
Make a change, and breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
Building with a hundred floors
swinging 'round revolving doors."
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
and breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
"More than woRds..."
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*edZuina*
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*LeiLa*
*banoSsan* miSha keNit Mas Niena
*Mista MaleeQ*
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